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Pianist John Ogdon says “it is unbelievable that [this piece] lasts only 12 minutes- for it contains the experience of a lifetime.”
I couldn’t agree more.  I first heard this piece on a disc of Garrick Ohlsson playing all four of Chopin’s ballades, plus a few other works.  I found that I loved each of the 4 masterpieces for different reasons- each piece brought out a different part of my personal psyche.  However, the 4th, the gargantuan F-minor Ballade, known to many pianists for its knuckle-crushing intensity in the final few minutes, eluded me.
I couldn’t get into it in the beginning.  I had to always fast-forward to the middle section where it got “interesting,” and then always replayed the Coda and the seconds leading up to the Coda over and over until my CD scratched a thousand times.
Once I realized that all the thematic material of the entire piece was contained in the above picture-post of the opening motif, I was alarmed.  I couldn’t quite grasp it.  The reason now why I look back and try to figure out why it is so life-altering, is because I then couldn’t physically take in all the emotions the 4th Ballade encompasses.  Now as an adult, I feel all those emotions and I play it with nuance and care to each emotion.
It is the only piece that I know that can be tender, sad, furious, lovestruck, joyful, manic, frenetic, and peaceful all at once.  Truly amazing stuff.  I will continue to work on refining it for the rest of my life probably.  I did play it on my last recital, but it always comes back to haunt me.

Pianist John Ogdon says “it is unbelievable that [this piece] lasts only 12 minutes- for it contains the experience of a lifetime.”

I couldn’t agree more.  I first heard this piece on a disc of Garrick Ohlsson playing all four of Chopin’s ballades, plus a few other works.  I found that I loved each of the 4 masterpieces for different reasons- each piece brought out a different part of my personal psyche.  However, the 4th, the gargantuan F-minor Ballade, known to many pianists for its knuckle-crushing intensity in the final few minutes, eluded me.

I couldn’t get into it in the beginning.  I had to always fast-forward to the middle section where it got “interesting,” and then always replayed the Coda and the seconds leading up to the Coda over and over until my CD scratched a thousand times.

Once I realized that all the thematic material of the entire piece was contained in the above picture-post of the opening motif, I was alarmed.  I couldn’t quite grasp it.  The reason now why I look back and try to figure out why it is so life-altering, is because I then couldn’t physically take in all the emotions the 4th Ballade encompasses.  Now as an adult, I feel all those emotions and I play it with nuance and care to each emotion.

It is the only piece that I know that can be tender, sad, furious, lovestruck, joyful, manic, frenetic, and peaceful all at once.  Truly amazing stuff.  I will continue to work on refining it for the rest of my life probably.  I did play it on my last recital, but it always comes back to haunt me.

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